HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :)

You know...of course...I hafta spill the beans on the whole night last night!!! It was a crazy one...in many different ways.

First off, I did NOT want to go to the city (NYC) at ALL, but I had the whole Times Square vision in my head, so that's pretty much why. It was either we do that or nothing, though, so...I gave in and said okay.

Chris drove us to Mike, his friend's, house. He had a six foot sub in his basement so we hooked ourselves up with some grub! Christ went to the liquor store and got cheap vodka and Mike brought a bottle of wine...and 2L of Hawaiin Punch to mix with the vodka!!

*hiccup*

Then we went to this kid, Sweeny's house to get the rest of the gang. His house was close to the train station, so we walked from there. I was still in shy mode at this point so I didn't talk to anyone. We JUST made the train! and it was ten mins late!! So that was cool we made it and all.

As soon as we get on, Chris starts mixin drinks n Mike opens the wine (which was difficult considering he didn't have a corkscrew) and everyone else dug out their bottles of alcohol. DRINK UP!!!

At the next stop, a shitload of other people I guess we were with showed up. Now they had backpacks full of alcohol!! Plus these REALLY annoying ditzes sat behind us and bitched and moaned how we were boring them and crap, so they gave us an unopened bottle of champagne...that works!!

We got to the city around 8:30 I think...hadta take the subway and this guy was funny...he comes up and asks us if we have 75cents for him to take the metro n then when we're gettin money he's like "wanna buy an eighth?" haha fuckin conmen...so one of them goes off to the side with him to buy weed and my brother went and rescued him!! Mind you we are all pretty much drunk by that time from drinkin on the train...

People with bags went to this NYU student's apt to drop them off and we were sposta meet at this corner, so there was a pizza place nearby and we went there. I walked in and it was REALLY toasty and there wasn't a seat for me anyway, so I went back outside and talked to Mike while they ate their pizza. We had a conversation about why I like men who wear skirts (there were a couple walkin by so I got all excited) and I dont think he understood...then I attempted to explain to him that I was trying to find jesus in the city...meaning those lil jesus packets...but he just didn't understand. It didn't help that I couldn't remember what I was talking about, either!

Finally we met up with the other losers and headed off to a bar. We ended up at some McSooneys or someshit...supposively the first pub in nyc, so that was kinda cool. What was even cooler was that the beers only cost $1.50 each and there was no cover charge!!! oOo Chris spent all this time chalking my ID on the train (which I was NOT happy about...but w/e I wasn't gonna ruin the party...) and then when I went to go show the guy he just pushed me in and didn't even look at it!!

The dude there could carry ten glasses of full beer in ONE hand!! It was amazing...I took pictures!! The first round..people hadn't even started drinking yet and Mike spilled a beer all over the table...and me and Chris... it's alright though. No harm done!

We were there for a while...I thik I had five or so beers, but I wasn't really counting. Everything was put there and taken away so quickly!! So for me...for not normally drinkin...yeah I was pretty drunk. I had to go to the bathroom so one of the guys there helped me back and I walked into the guys bathroom and the bouncer dude like grabbed me and pushed me into the girl's one...crazy!! Then that one was like...10 square feet for two stalls...and no mirror! What girl's bathroom has no mirror??

Mmm so when we decided to leave, that was kinda crazy too cuz there were so many people there, and we got split up and I picked up someone's jacket cuz I get all responsible when I'm drunk and I brought it outside and Mike took it and he's like "That's mine" but I know he didn't come down with one, so I told him it was mine and took it back into the bar. It was...someone's... I still don't know everybody's name that was there.

We stood outside waiting for everyone for a while. At this point I wanted to throw something out (I forget what) so I was on a search for a trash can and I wandered maybe 20 feet and my brother FLIPS OUT!! Then I wandered again (cuz I never found one) and this guy gets in my face and starts rabblin about me bein the most beautiful thing he's ever seen and therefore I should go with him...uhhh yeah I kinda ignored that :) I DIDNT EVEN LOOK!! *nod* :) but but I found the trash at the lil hot dog stand and yay. Chris flipped out again on me. "You can't just go wandering off like that!!!" (he was trashed beyond...hmm anything)

Welcome to the tragic kingdom...

I actually got mad at him cuz he was bein so stupid! And I was burping...like I normally do...and he was walking behind me and he fuckin kidney punches me as hard as he can..just cuz I burped!!! And the rest of the night had pleanty of abuse as well (ear flickin, dead arms, hair pullin, throwin shit at me, etc). That didn't make me happy...and I sober up pretty quick when I'm unhappy.

So these two people we're with go into a movie theater thing, but it was an exit door...so no one could go after them, but it was like 11:55 and we wanted to get back to a tv to watch the ball drop. So we called them on the cell yelling screaming and they came back.

Okay...it get's interesting now (maybe...). Two guys who knew where they were going were ahead of me...walkin REAL quick...and everyone else was really far behind me whining about us walking too fast. Then the kids in front of me start runnin and I'm like..wtf!! So I started runnin to keep up with them (needless to say I was still pretty far behind...). They turned a corner and I didn't know where they were going so I ran faster and I'm wearing REALLY wideleg pants and being drunk I did like a faceplant into the sidewalk. This black dude looked at me like I was insane..I told him I was fine and got up. Then this homeless guy came over and he said...exactly ..."Are you okay?"

"yeah, thanks"

"do you wanna buy pot? a ny sun?"

haha what the fuck!?!? So then I hadta run more...and I found them waiting at a door and no one that I was with saw me fall...and like they didn't comprehend the fact that I fell..so yeah it was hmm. I have rocks like imbedded in my palms right now and scratches on my knuckles (I dunno how that happened) and my shoulder is burnt the FUCK up. It hurts so bad. I took a picture of it!! I also kinda burned my cheekbone...but you can't see that as much.

Umm...so yeah we watch the ball drop for the last two seconds...and we say happy new year and my brother gave me a kiss and then...we sat around watching spongebob squarepants.

After that, we leave and I'm feelin REALLY sober now from being mad and falling and all that. We all were trying to figure out what we wanted to do next..if it was worth it to go to another bar or not. The bars we found charged either a $60 cover per person (all you can drink) or a $30 cover and then you pay for drinks too. Chris and I both didn't have that kinda money..and quite frankly in all the drinks we had at the first pub, we spent less than $30 a piece...

So Chris decides we're gonna go home..and I'm fine with that cuz if I'm not drunk..I don't really see a point of staying..so then Sweeny's girlfriend says "I'm tired..I think I'm gonna take the train home with them." At this...Sweeny flips out and he's like "if you do that, I won't ever speak to you again." WTF?!

That pissed me off to an extreme...well he kept goin on...and on..and on...callin her a bitch and a worthless piece of shit and I can't even remember what else..but I flipped out and said something to him (I don't remember that either), but my brother pulled me away cuz he said it was none of my business..Then I started cryin like crazy..it was ridiculous. Like I have no idea why I was crying..I felt kinda like a fool too and I tried to hold it in but after drinkin that shit just poured out!!! Chris was holdin me tryin to comfort me and Sweeny was still yellin and I was gettin more upset and more mad and gahhhh.

Then what pissed me off more is that she stayed with him!! After all that..!! And my brother was encouraging her to stay. Who the fuck would wanna spend New Years with an asshole like that? No one should treat another human being like that!! Grrr I'm gettin mad again just thinkin bout it.

But uhh Mike came along with us. We took the subway to grand central and JUST made the 3am train home. For some reason Chris made me kiss Mike (???). I tried to sleep, but it didn't work!! Mike and I both stayed up the whole time...Chris passed out though. He didn't even wanna get up when we got to Poughkeepsie.

Eep once we got home, it sucked though because we had to walk back to Sweeny's house...and then try to wake up this drunk kid inside so we could get my brother's car keys. It worked...eventually...

Then Chris drove like a MANIAC. I mean he normally drives like he's in Fast and the Furious 24/7, but he was doin 95 on a 35 zone and like...there's slush on the roads and he's looking at calendars and trying to eat a sandwich and all this crap and he wasn't sober and I was definately frightened for my life!!

First we went to a hotel, but no one was picking up their cell phone there so we left and went to this girl's house. Everyone was sleeping, but we just walked in and chilled anyway. We watched Blow (or some of it) and some of Deuce Bigalo (or however you spell it?) and I laid on the floor while Mike made sure I stayed awake...:/

There was a gramma there though!! I guess she's like mentally ill or something and they made her ask me for chronic! I thought it was funny at first...but then I realized it was really sad/mean so hmm...but everyone died laughing. She kept kissing my brother...gramma porn!! She was a cute gramma though.

Wow this is really long..and I don't wanna write anymore...I just spent an hour straight (not doing anything else!) typing this...so I'm home and Chris and Mike are playing videogames and I think I'ma go sleepy!!! G'NIGHT!!

ooOOo and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!