Ohhh I wish I was a fish *teedlyee dlyee dyleee*

I had ...well MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Was my last entry bad? I forget..oh probably cuz it was when everyone was here and I just read the lil guestbook thingies n yay, no it's okay I had a good day!! :) I'm trying to type here n all these people keep messaging me like I'm interestng to talk to or something HAHHA!

Well last night...I cooked these apple pie bar things for 3 hours straight...and that's NOT including the baking time!!! The party people were tryin to get me to drink, but I was dead set on cooking, so no drinking or smoking!! I pealed seven apples! and that was funny cuz uhmm I'm terrible at peeling apples. But I did it!! I think my brother came in and asked me what I was making about five times...dumbass...

oOo so the apple stuff came out really good...n Mike came in the kitchen and went thru my puter and saw my porn..but oh well!

We all sat down together and watched Jamie Foxx I think...and then Mike fell asleep and Chris kept bugging the hell outta him but I covered him up in a quilt lol so uhh we could only see his hand on his crotch. Then at about seven I went to bed!!

This morning I was sposta clean major bigtime but didn't wake up until 2pm! My brother woke me up err summen and I had a major headache. Then when I realized what time it was, I flipped out cuz my mom took a half day which meant she'd be home any minute and the house was just as trashed as it was the night before. And we were sposta have it spic and span!!!

Mike was still there, so he helped us clean. I did the dishes, washed..stuff...ironed the table cloth (hahah) n swept n made more food and I don't even remember everything!

My mom was home like 15 mins after I got up though, but luckily she didn't flip when she saw the house. I just saw her...kissed her and asked her PLEASE not to flip out on us...and she didn't! yay

We cleaned forever...this guy came over and he was the first one...one of my mom's friends from the bar and haha we scared him off...he left saying he had to go feed his dogs (is that not a lame excuse?? Who goes to a party and then leaves 20 mins later to feed their dogs!) and he said he'd come back, but never did!

People started coming over later..uhmm Tyke (my mom's wannabe boyfriend? haha) came over and laughed at me cuz I was tryin to sleep on the couch. Then ...I forget who..I guess my grandparents came next. We had lots of good food!

OH!! My gramma like had a stroke this morning too!! And my grampa was all pissed that he couldn't get ahold of me cuz for some reason he thought I would be able to convince my gramma to go to the hospital (cuz she wouldn't go) and blahh I was sleepin so I didn't hear the phone ringing. She's okay now...or better anyway but in all honesty she's really sick and probably doesn't have that long to live :( She was still good company tonight though!! I get weird sometimes if I'm alone with my grandparents, but I swear when the whole family is together, they are HILARIOUS! My gramma will rag on ANYONE! and she's great at it too.

Grandparents whippin out the sex jokes and insults is ALWAYS fun.

These two drunk guys, Norm and Mike (a diff Mike than before), came over and we were sorta worried about how they'd be acting, but they were really nice. Haha Jello called me and I was on the phone with him and Mike was hugging me and tryin to talk and all and Jello was gettin confused...it was funny. Then I guess it kinda stopped getting funny cuz this guy wouldn't let go of me. He's my friend and all...but this one time he just made it REALLY awkward for me and I didn't know what to do!!

Ohhh and Ian called me too. That was...awkward and my mom gave me a "what the fuck" face and we talked and he said "do you not even care anymore?" and then lol just hung up on me...I dunno what's wrong with him, but ahh YEAH I FUCKIN CARE..well maybe not if you keep actin stupid...but ahh stoppit!

Ummm we had so much fun though! Jesus I can't remember anything! I didn't get drunk or anything, but uhh I had two twisted ice teas (I never had them before...they're pretty good, but I like hard lemonade much better!!) and then my brother made me two white russians with 70 proof kaluha and...vodka...and one he made with eggnog and it was really good! And..what else? I forget what else I drank...did I drink anything else? Eep haha I never drink..it's sad the amount that can get to me.

Ahh this kid is tellin me how he fucks his three cousins and his neice...that's fucking disgusting!! It's Amber's lil boyfriend shit too...ugh! Randy..just ...be thankful you're out of that situation!

Ikes...umm yeah...I GOT A DIGITAL CAMERA!!! haha and a discman!! which were like the only two things I wanted, so that was cool. And then I got...nag champa too! And an incense burner..and my brother got me a gift certificate...and that was it! :D I'm very happy though!!

I wanted to call Chris(py) tonight n wish him a merry christmas n i love yous but but but I don'tknow...I don't have the balls I guess even when I'm drinkin!!! well..someday..

Well well well! *sniffle* lol I was just kicked offline..I figured that would happen soon...but I swear if I lose this...I will kill someone...or just drift off into my happy place lol.

I thought I was fine...but then I stood up n like felt it all and I got lightheaded hmm! My eyes are real heavy too...well it's 5:46 now..jesus! I've been writing this for a LONG time!! Almost two hours!

I'm gonna stop now...

If you wanna know more about my night..n day n life n cat or WHATNOT!, ask me!

For now I'm leaving!

PEACE TO THE MIDDLE EAST!!

Nikki