Okay well this is the forth time I�m trying to write in this godforsaken diary, except this time I�m smart and writing it in Word so Diaryland can�t delete it! Ahh but here we go with those lil red squiggly lines that really piss me off.

So I�ll try to start over with the details of my life�if I can remember them that is.

Today was kinda sucky. Uhh my roommate was here all day and actually skipped her class and work to stay here and be with me. Actually she had to clean. Go figure. I�m actually neater than someone in this world!! It�s amazing, really. While we�re on the subject of her, she invited me out to go to dinner with her tomorrow night. This means�I don�t know. Last time I went out with people to dinner I had a good time, but for some reason I think I might have a problem with her. Because well, I don�t like her. Anyway, I�ll go to humor everyone. And for the food of course ;)

Next up in my life, my gramma fractured her pelvis. She slipped on ice in the driveway. She�s got so much wrong with her though, that�s the last thing she needs. Plus she�s not sure if her insurance will cover it, so this could cost her $2,000 in medical bills. As her health caused her to quit her job and my grampa just recently got fired (even though he�s been retired for I dunno how many years), they have no money! Supposedly my gramps was crying and I don�t think I�ve ever seen him cry. It�s all a sad, sad story. I tried calling the hospital at like 9pm and she was still in the emergency room (from 3pm), so I didn�t get a chance to talk to her.

In other bad news, Amanda doesn�t know if she�ll be able to come visit me or not. She was supposed to come March 8th and we were gonna go to Pittsburgh to visit my friend Jessica and just�get out and have a fuckin good time! But yeah, plans change and now she�s not sure if she can come, so we�ll see!

My brothers goin to party hardy at Mardi Gras tomorrow and Saturday. He said he�s bringin the video camera and is gonna make some girls gone wild porn. I wouldn�t doubt it.

My other gramma (not the one that�s in the hospital) is bringing me skydiving. Well it�s not definite yet, but she asked me. My mom still hasn�t given me permission and doesn�t really know if she wants to. And don�t any of you be like �But you�re 18, you can do what you want� cuz fuck you, I still respect my mom. She�s my best friend *awww* and I�m not gonna ruin that by going skydiving!! So yeah, not sure if I can go yet or not.

I was pretty upset today until my Daddy called. It was weird cuz no one really ever calls me, but my mom called and then I called my gramma and then my pappy called! Oh yeah, and my brother called (for a whole two minutes). Anyway, my dad and I talked for like an hour. I think one thing that made me happy is that Chelsea was on the phone when he called, and she told whoever it was that she�d call her back in a few minutes, but haha I kept her off the phone like she�s done to me. And I didn�t give a shit! Woohoo!

So we talked about bullshit. We arranged for him to come pick me up at the end of the year. I�m coming home May 8th and�oy that�s gonna be terrible packing everything up and stuff. He also informed me that he�s going to take my mom to court to try and get child support paid directly to me instead of her. I found out that�ll be $170 a week. Like�holy fuck is kinda what came out of my mouth. But my mom uses the money to pay for my tuition and stuff so I guess it�ll just be going in the same place. So in this greedy little way, it makes me happy, but at the same time, I don�t know if my mom can pay for all her stuff without that money. And she still gets support for my brother, which my dad is gonna stop paying. So she�s out of a lot of money.

Now I have a shitload of things to do. I�ma write them down here so I don�t forget! I have to fill out the FAFSA, which is due like�fuckin soon, right? So with that, I have to file my taxes which I must say confuse the hell out of me. Ninety percent probably doesn�t apply to me anyway. Then I have to walk to a bank somewhere and open an account to receive the child support checks and assuming I get this job (or at least at some point in my college career). Then I have to call Novum research center to try to get in to be a lotion guinea pig for a weekend. Easy $200 I guess, and if you live near Pittsburgh and are a girl, leave me a note or summen cuz you could earn me money!! Okay, then I have to call up the people people people to arrange for the shuttle for spring break. I have to do this right away cuz uhh it�s sort of important! Then I have to go to the financial aid office and see if I can still apply for a GATE loan this semester�which I doubt I can, but my mom seems to think I can so I hafta do that. Jesus..and that�s just the non-schoolwork stuff!

This is making me sad. I think I�m going to go now..but I�m going skydiving!!...maybe.

Goodnight everyone, anyway. And I apologize for it being so long!!